If only This could be mine.
Hmm, the tricky part is trying to figure out when and how you clean this vehicle…
I Am A Recovering Asshole
Well, I feel like I should explain more for my own narcissism my endeavor in the myth I’d like to turn to fact called “Love”.
I have never had a serious relationship. I actually didn’t want one after my first love, which was in highschool so I don’t really classify that as a serious relationship. I was heartbroken over her and it showed in any attempt at a relationship with the victims after her. I didn’t honestly feel I was ready to settle down until almost 2 months ago. Until that point the females I dated before were merely there for play and only that. I have done many evil things to end the relationships, for instance I broke up with one by changing my number, blocking them on Facebook, and deleting any evidence of us ever being together just one day at random when I was bored. That was one of the worst things I’ve ever done to someone who had legitimate feelings towards me, but I couldn’t reciprocate those feelings or didn’t even attempt to.
That is all I’m going to post right now, but I’ll explain my other shitty moves in future posts. I just wanted to get this out there also. I am extremely sorry for any heartbreak I put any of them through and it wasn’t right that I took my own heartbreak out on them.
I. Want. This. Cat.
I’m already a huge fan of lions, mainly because of my affinity through astrology. It may also be because I believe I am a lion on my feral side. Nonetheless I’m a fan of this little guy!
My first tattoo and only tattoo so far.
Now to offer a little insight on why I put “Don’t Fear” instead of “No Fear” like many people have pointed out to me in my life. First of all “No Fear” is what everyone has and it’s a stupid statement. It is impossible to have no fear. Fear is what gets us out of bed and keeps us moving through this thing we call life.
It is necessary, but like everything too much of anything can be bad. Since fear is a major controlling aspect throughout life if you have too much of it then you have no control over your own life. Sadly I know this from first hand experience. I used to be terrified of almost everything when I was younger. Until around the age of 13 when I decided, instead of cowering, to stand up to my fears. My first fear conquered in life was my fear of the dark. I would never be caught dead anywhere in the dark. I would always have to have some source of light on. To defeat this fear I locked myself in a dark room and stayed in there for hours reciting to myself “Don’t Fear”. Until I realized everything I was afraid of was all in my mind.
That is why I live by the motto of “Don’t Fear” and I got this tattoo to remind me of it everyday. No matter what you’re afraid of, tell yourself “Don’t Fear” and it’ll help you conquer anything.
